Hi I (23M) but quiet in nature and introverted but still trying to socialize but the people I have met so far get distant from me. For instance I met few friends with whom I studied till my class 12 and now they got into jobs and made new friends and they introduced their new friends to me and i also spoke few words and had a good conversation
Everything went good until at that point. But while winding up from that place they totally ignored me and they had few plans and suddenly everyone started walking, I mean atleast they could have shared it to me but I was the only one sitting all alone and after seeing them I stood up but I felt very bad so didn’t ask them where they were going.
This is just an instance, I have faced this situation many a times and sometimes people won’t even listen to what I’m speaking they just nod their head and move on and never find me interesting
Is this my fault ? Do I need to still live in this world if no one wants me ? I’m questioning my own existence
TLDR : I’m a 23-year-old introverted guy trying to socialize, but people I meet often distance themselves from me. For example, my old friends introduced me to their new friends, but they excluded me from their plans, making me feel left out. This has happened multiple times, and sometimes people don’t seem interested in what I say. I’m starting to wonder if it’s my fault and if I belong in this world because it feels like nobody wants me around.